Silence of "D"

"Hey, Good morning, I am in metro".. was the sentence which was first to come from her.. in morning at 8:17 when after 5 exact rings her cell phone was answered..

Metro??? Isn;t she suppose to be in her cab?? thought I, with quite a muffed face and scorching my head..

Yaa, it's saturday and my cab doesn't come on this day!!

So that was starting conversation, which might seem normal from all standards except if a pattern chart is created and mapped... it sounded quite different.

Why I am thinking so much about it??

Ok.. for reader's benifit, let me take a short skip from present and give an intro to the situation.

I am talking about one of my very close though not very old friend.. her name is.. let's call her "D"

We met accedently approx more than 2 months back and then forgot.. couple of mails and nothing.. and then came a time that since past more than 2 weeks that we talk atleast an hour daily over the phone.. and sms are sent from the time we come out of our dreams and goes back again to call it a day!! We exactly know each other's schedule, a lot of prefrences, and more than that we shout on each other, argue and we obey.. though D is a "Ziddi" kinda.. and have a neck of "I-know-what-to-do" kind but she does follows whatever crap I say..

There is something about homosepians, we might say that we wanna be aloof, but if given a chance we would love to be cared, love to asked for, and would love to talk. And I am no different, just in two weeks, I became so addicted to all that it seems inevitable to change. And if changed, my condition seems to be of Imraan hasmi pulled out from his "I-CAN-ONLY-KISS" acting to do an act of full cloth clad "HANUMAN-BHAKT-IMRAAN" without even a female species around the set, leave alone the movie.

Don't judge me for obvious reasons, D is just a friend, only difference is that her biological gender is Female and she is not like most of us, she cares, and her company makes me feel comfortable, nothing else.

Fast forward to yesterday, she was telling me some joke and I said why can;t u forward that and I will read. She said ok, but I could feel the numbness in her voice just after we disconnected, I sent sms but no reply, I did sent another but again no reply.

I didn't sent any other sms but kept checking my cell all the way night trolled slowely.. these moments also naa.. who says time is consistent.. it changes it's pace.. depending upon your mood..

Night felt so long for me that it took almost 26 match stiks to burn it off.. and I kept waiting for the sun to come up..

It was dripping outside.. and the avalanche was much furious inside.. and that's when I picked my phone and dialed.. and that is the time we had this conversation..

I did asked what is wrong but there were no answeres, I did sent couple of sms but no reply. And I can feel the usual sense of uncomfortable feel. which comes and grips u so tight that u grope to get some fresh air..

I just hope she would sometime understand that it;s not always that I am serious, and I have a twisted mind since I was born. And I didn't mean any harsh while I asked to forward mail...

And yaa.. at no cost I would like to loose such a precious friend like "D"..

You are a gem of friend... and there is nothing wrong in shouting if you are disturbed. And if there is any misunderstanding, please clear.. silence is no way to solve problems..